My Life's Mission

on 04 April 2009

As I have been wandering aimlessly this past week I have been constantly rushing on and on needing some answer to the great question concerning the eternal nature of Homosexuality. I recognize that this is not the matter of just a few months study, but the mission of a lifetime. I do not know if it can be discovered in my life because I dont think that the information to really "prove" anything can be found here on this earth. I think that it must come from the Lord. And while I would really like it to happen now, so that I can get on with living my life in righteousness and happiness rather than one or the other, I accept that it probably wont come as I feel I need it for a great while.
One of the main reasons that I am sure that this wont come for a while is precisely because my mind is constantly filled with the question. My mind is filled with my own desire, and the teachings I have been brought up in and this mixture leaves me blinded to, at this time, receive personal revelation. The problem is that I do not have very much practice in understanding and recognizing the Spirit and its personal revelation to me.
I am currently finding out if I can set things p so that I can spend a large amount of time to practicing this skill while also helping others. Hopefully I will be able to, but if not I will just have to find some other way to learn how to practice. So to all those who have been concerned for me, Thank You.


Sarah said...

Love ya. Let me know if there is anything I can do. I can be a good listener. :)

Ned said...

Thanks for your conference blogging over on Facebook. Hope to see more of that today. I think you're doing what was mentioned in the opening prayer at 10:00 a.m.: listening, learning and living.

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